From Exercises In Disbelief 
a forthcoming novel by Eliza Barry Callahan

after hours trying to figure out why she couldnt access her book on google docs she finally realized that she had crashed google docs by typing the word “And” five times in a row.









May 5 2022







Duration and the body




I thought about something I had read a while ago which said that a body, the body, is defined by duration. That a body in the present is inseparable from its previous state, that a body is linked in a continuous strand… and so on and so on… I thought about my body. It’s past. It’s present… Which made me think about the word and. And. And. And. And. And. Then. 

Now. Now. Now. Now. Now, I felt in the present like I was living always alongside a previous body. This is why I had expected to find myself in the apartment when I returned home from California.







From Exercises In Disbelief
a forthcoming novel by Eliza Barry Callahan

after hours trying to figure out why she couldnt access her book on google docs she finally realized that she had crashed google docs by typing the word “And” five times in a row.

May 5 2020                            @elcal





Duration and the body




I thought about something I had read a while ago which said that a body, the body, is defined by duration. That a body in the present is inseparable from its previous state, that a body is linked in a continuous strand… and so on and so on… I thought about my body. It’s past. It’s present… Which made me think about the word and. And. And. And. And. And. Then.

Now. Now. Now. Now. Now, I felt in the present like I was living always alongside a previous body. This is why I had expected to find myself in the apartment when I returned home from California.












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